Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

Hey.. I'm here again... I bought my books for next year yesterday.. And then i had porridge... I mention to you in the previous post that i had a sorethroat right... To my prediction... my condition worsened... i went to see a doctor yesterday.. and as soon as i reached... home.. i felt nauseous and vomit here and there... I tried to sleep early... but i woke up again in the midnight due to my nose is block due to running nose... sad la!!! I hate to be sick.. I had just recovered and thenthe virus got to me again...
Actually wanted to go out but the weather was so humid and sunny... So ya.. you know.. I stayed at home... I hope for the best that i'll recover tommorow so that i can go to service with a better mood... cos when i'm sick my mood is super "sian".. don't feel like going anywhere but staying at home.. I'llpost interesting stuff in my next post.. do visit again!!! DO TAKE NOTE OF THE SONG.. I like the song >>>

the day.
12:23 AM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

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the day.
9:04 PM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

I'm happy that i'm blogging today!!! I had some photos to show you what i had been doing on monday where my friend is leaving back to China...=( She is quite a nice friend to me... We encourage one another when we're stress.. haha! There is no picture of me taken with her... cos I some sort of forgotten...=p haha! Oh ya.. we had a dinner at seoulgarden.. Oh my.. I had a hard time grilling.. I felt a stench on me after i had that dinner....

I'll blog frequently because i am havin holidays!!! And anyway.. there will be more photos uploded because i got a camera phone!!! Yay!!! haha!

I've got lots of things to share... But my head is totally blank right now.. but i'm just feel very happy that i'm blogging here again... haha! I was sick for this whole week except for today onwards.. I was havin' a sore throat and followed by i had a hoarse voice which i hate it!!! arghh..... I drank a lot of water and finally i recovered... I got back my grades for my EOY!!! It was quite well done... My teacher say she was proud of me... and i was quite surprised.. haha!

I brief you my marks for holistic report... *Not my EOY alone...! English-60/100,Mothertongue-64/100, Maths-40/100,Combined Science-73/100,Combined Humanities-83/100,Principles Of Account-85/100... I am very happy that my POA is the highest.. So from now,.. Although exams is over.. I don't think i will be wandering around too much cos i want to prepare "N" LEVEL... haha! September 2009!! Quite fast.. I need to buck up on my maths!!!! Anyway.. I'll Try my best... yay! I'm free now... until next year... please do ask me out!!! I'm quite bored at home actually..!!!! I will blog next time... Remember to Come back again!!!!~~~~~~~~~~转角会遇到谁???=p See Ya!!!

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the day.
10:57 AM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

Hey!!! Long time didn't update my blog.. I update my blog because someone mention it.. Haha!.. Just Kidding... Erm.. Let me tell you what had happen this week before i start...
-Monday:National school holiday... So didn't went to school... actually didn't really go out.. I'm broke.. and and also common test coming.. have to stayed at home to study... I didn't also watch the national parade on sat either... It seems like every year also.. the same.. But i must say I like the spirit of singapore... although we are not colonial rulers.. But we'll be one of the richest colonies...=)
-Tuesday:Oh day before eglish common test.. Was really quite afraid... But however I know that i have no problem with that.. because english is a long term reading.. you can't just read a few passage and know all the words and grammar... you won't be able to familiarise with the tense and all in this manner... so i specially picked up to read a novel called "Pride And Prejudice"... I started reding on the first week of July.. I will tell you more on the story if i have time in the future.. it also depends on my mood... OR you may want to borrow my "summary handbook" if you are really interested... But you must return after one week.. ya..
-Wednesday: My english common test.. Is summary writing.. I think i did pretty well.. I must say that after coming to church.. My english improve a lot.. I cancel a lot of words and all... I believe that i 'll get 23 out of 40?
-Thursday:My mathematcs Test and Chemistry test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=( Before today which was wednesday night.. I had a battle in my mind.. my mind giving me thoughts on my future.. "that i'm not going to do anything with numbers again.. in the future when i work,.. I hate maths" But i speak ou that i like numbers instead.. but when i speak that i knew that it com from God... But i really felt sad and stressed and felt it's a long long way for me to do well for my maths... thinking of the "long way" really feels that the thing is bigger than me and it swallows me up.... I was feeling afraid of my future that it is uncertain... Than i really tried a lot of ways to put myself to sleep... I hate sleeping sometimes.. But i love sleeping during the afternoon..=p i didn't felt that i wasn't really prepared to have the test.. so i called my form teacher which is my maths teacher... I asked her some questions and at the same time i say"I'm really afraid... and i drown my sorrow on her la" But she encouraged me... and told me that it's not early and told me to go to sleep... So ya... Back to chemistry.. I revised.. And i think i did pretty well.. I give my best le.. but i think i did some careless mistakes haiz!!!
-Friday: Social studies and mothertongue..... I did very well for it.. the "Ci YU" i know their meaning so i did it very smoothly... as for Social studies... two questions... for 20 marks.. the marks is very hard to earn.. nid to write a lot of points... I forget one point... i think i was too anxious... haiz!!!!! But i like my SS teacher...=) Today was cell group.. lot of people came... some ask me how is your maths test.. i told them i failed it.. They asked that did you revised and practice... I said I did.. I just feel that failing isn't the thing that i want.. I really did my best.. But some people still couldn't understand... and still say lots of discouraging words instead of....... It is not from cell group.. Truthfully said... during worship.. my mind was being attacked by negative thoughts... I really do not know that if i am neurotic and too sensitive or the devil giving it.. and these had really been some time le...=( Back to school... I had my CCa till 430... Tired.. but really felt that i did something..=) glad.. but.... my friends was just not senstive and make me upset.. It makes me so disappointed,disheartened, and feeling lowly confident... they say that i'msensitive.. but i told them that they were not sensitive to other people feelings... ya..=) My english teacherasked us to do composition about a person desperate in finding happiness... So i write a story on a movei that i had watched... when i handed up.. there was a guy over there that always disturbs me... he is from heart of God Chuch.. he say insulted my compo.. infront of my teacher.. i wanted to hand up mu compo to her.. but she say my compo does not have dialogue.. and does not want to accept it.. so i decided to do another one more draft.. but i said that" can i pass up to you first?" she say" you better do some brainstorming first"- I just fel that my work was not being appreciated.. because i really put in my effort... she say the phrase in a very cold-blooded manner.. I really have a thought in my heart that i do not want to do the draft.. for her again.. but i know that doing compo is for my own good... so i have to bear with it.. I just hate this la!!!=(

Ok! So after cg i cam back and rest.. and after that i post this post.. It was really quite late now.. Thank you for your time reading.. hope you understand.. everything and my feelings.. thank you for being interested in my life too..=) it's getting late.. will blog next time.. more pics? or even summary from the novel.. haha! nitez.. >>>

the day.
10:00 AM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

Halo!!! I have long since blogging and change my blogskins.... haha! It actually took so long for me to change my blogskin as i said it around january....haha! Well,.. a lot of things has happen to my life since jan till now....

But anyway let me tell you what is the recently that happens... I could not link you all.. cos the thing i'm new to changing skins... functions... so sorry... haha!I will post lots of photos to make it interesting... when my phone is back... And lastly,.. I will blog every week.... Unless emergency...haha!
And ok!

Sunday,... I and Kai li went to novena... Haha! After cell group for her project... we took somephotos of the restaurant... haha! but the restaurant... was not opened so we had to come back after that... while waiting,.. we went to united square and novena square.... she bought some "fake Mc donalds" toy... haha! and limited edition game.... after that went to walk around....
I saw some perfume products nearby.. so i ask for the price and all... after that while i consider buying... I went with kai li to look at "the challenge" for computers... haha! but suddenly i feel like buying the perfume as i dun feel like going to lucky plaza after that asit was late...so in the end.. i went back to the store... and buy the perfume.. but the lady that attended to us just now was so bad.. we came to the store... the lady day"Issey miyake" The tone was super utterly bad and attitude was like very arrogant sorts...

The store is beauty language... den feel very""" your problem for buying the issey miyake""""" .... well but however i still carry a cheerful mood... haha! We went back to the restaurant... We ate the black forest cake as we do not want to go in to eat nothing but asking lots of questions... The cake was nice... high class... haha! and after that we went home... so tired... Get prepared for school...!!!


Monday...Just the first day of school... Have some homework... My chemistry teacher came back from a leave... Quite tired though... Just a normal day..... Had geography test....tommorrow.... As i was quite shocked to know.. i do not have any preparation... CCa after school... that's all..

Tuesday... Geography Class test2... I was very scared maybe because of my high hopes in geography... As i have my exams... There is a question says"well-labelled diagrams"... Some sort... I can't remember... After exam... my friends told me that the question requires me to draw something... I was so shocked to know that.... I was drastically disappointed with the careless mistake....And i felt sad....

Wednesday,... Was a wonderful experience... As today i have 2.4km run... I always fail... and i felt that by keeping on running without a pass every week is very stupid... so i decided to try my best and pass today... I pray the "He would give me the strength and determination to continue without stopping..."before wednesday arise.... ya...So i was ful of hopes that i could pass it... I run run run...... But though there is some very playful like to disturb me when i'm running my blocking the path... It was so tiring that at the same time i was running and had to deal with people that want meto fail.. I felt so...Argh.... Do not know how to describe... and was a bit of giving up but... God gives me the strength to use my passion to say a word" PLEASE" as soon as i said he stop blocking allowing me to go... I was so thankful... To him.. using my passion...

As soon as i reached the end i realised that i failed by 10sec... my teacher gave me privilage to cancel the 10 sec.. and i get 14.10 mins... and i was so grateful.. that everything works with the holy spirit... but as i was walking back to school as i vomit... eeewwwwww... I was feeling so terrible.... and i even see things in yellow... but after reaching school and rest for a while.... I feel much better.. In fact,I felt refreshing... haha!=)

Today,Thursday.... Well,,,. Today was quite peaceful day me.... My Teachers said the mid year exams is coming so i decided that i want to pass my mathematics... so i would like to go library and study... i would like to study lots lots... haha! I also do not want to have stress... As i felt that these few days i having been stressing myself... haha!

Well,.. although my mid year is coming but i have my class test2 currently... So would like to pray for me in these following dates...:
Mathematics...-Next thursday...
Biology-Next thursday....
Chemistry-Next Monday....
Principles of Accounts-Tommorrow...

***** Thank you for praying for me... Wait for my nice results ok... but please dun put so much hopes.. as it may disapoints you.. haha! Oh my,.. these few days a lot of people say i am very skinny......haha! It is nt that i eat a little.. but is that i just happen not to be fleshier... i'll try to to eat more though.. haha! or else what ever clothes i wear.. won't look nice nice on me... haha!

And also 2 things that gets me excited is that My teachers is going to bring us to India from 25th to 31th of may... And Another country would be Australia,Perth.... From the first week June to the second week....... but the pathetic thing is that we got to only choose one... So based on my opinion is India has the things that i'm interested...while perth has the entertainment i am intersted... So i would like to hear your views....???

So please give your Choices and your opinions via your Answers...!!! I'll Be awaiting...!!! haha!

Well,.. tha's all for this week.. wil blog when i feel like on the either days of next week!!! And also please tell me that you visit here before... ok!!!=) have a Good Week... >>>

the day.
2:06 AM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

This is the first post for 2008!!! Oh my!! Really need to change my blogskins... it looks kind of old-fashioned... haha! I would change it somehow next time rather... ya.. Everytime whever when i come get back from school.. I feel very tired.. haha!

Well,.. I just read other people's blog post and it seems that they have prepare lots of plans for this year... And they had lots of goals too... So I would like to be a copycat and write out my goals for this.. but of course personal goals would not be revealed...

Firstly,this year I got to focus on my studies cos new subjects... Ya!!! Secondly, I would like to have Bible Study cos in 2006 and 2007... I really miss out lots of lesson... And thirdly indeed this will be a miracle as I decided to pass my Maths... haha! Lastly,.. I would like to spend money wisely knowing when to buy and not buy... those things that is not necessary... Yay!! Of cos sometime must have leisure time,.. I would spend quite much of time sleeping and watching drama!!!

I would like to buy christian books for some leisure time too... Also must discipline myself to read the Bible!!! haha! To be truthfully said... I don't like February to June especially... But i prefer June to December.. I just don't know why.. haha!

I also want to spend more time with cell group... I will try to turn up for any events if possible.. haha! So let's expect that this year will be a year the will mould us and at the same time thru obstacles.. We will come back to God and love God even more... cos He indeed is our refuge...

Well,.. I will try to blog every two days.... Cos very tired... And tons and tons of homework.... Really all this goals need a steps of faith each of our cell group member must have a person to confided their problems to and encourage each other and not let any one does not feel the love of God thru their friends.. Thanksgiving day I did not prepare what to say it wholeheartedly so I would write down which can be found below... So see ya in two days or three!!!=)

Thanksgiving Speech:

Really miss for such a wonderful 2007 farewell at the last day... Thank you for those who have help me with my walk with God... Really those who have hurt me and help me have make up my day in 2007... So thank you to everyone!!! >>>

the day.
4:45 AM

Bad Night=Bad Day ♥

Halo... It seems that it has been a long way...

I have some sort of split personality that oneself cannot cannot be showned to the man but not even to myself, Begginning to lose oneself as oneself keeps searching for myself. Looking at the others havin something which oneself doesn't even have but imitate it instead of finding one. Along the way has lots of tiredness on searching myself, Sometimes didn't know that it is Holy Spirit or myself that I can't even discern. Willing to follow what the Bible says but somehow changes my very own principles that i find it hard to accept.

But as after all these I realise there is always a comforting voice for me to lean, Seems to lost touch on things but I kept ON and hope for the best. Sometimes havin a shivering heart inside of me knowing that is something one that shall not be done but still couldn't follow it. I know that it isn't that hard but well its too many or less... It is just depends on how you think? I agree with that but I still didn't accomplished it as it seems to be an easy task.

I knew that I am the only one that is different, Am I able to exert the different that somehow that i don't discover it. I really wanted to do it but i pulls me back,.. And I hate that..... Taking things as a cliched has been some sort of exercise with Him.. I wanted it... But somehow couldn't get it for more and more and more...

Everything was too random,.. in fact me too,..??? Well, I must say that i is happening too fast.. I have no choice but to run as well.. Forgetting is a sleeping pill has been a cliched to me too.. But what God says that we must face the truth and make a decision... But however I am too tired for anything, As a resut, I did nothing. No more sorry for that,.. is that what it has to say... However,.. I know He loves Me...=)


Thank you for reading my Undergoing Eng-Lish... Just feel like writing these,... and well,.. i begin to enjoy writing these stuff... So I will be writing more on these.. Stay tuned... Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!! Hope you will renew your mind as you step into the experiences that you are going to had next year...=) >>>

the day.
11:22 AM

H A L O

I Like To Have A Composed "Feeling" Because That Is The Time That I Feel Good And Comfortable,
But However The Feeling Just Comes And Go..
I Like To Watch Selected Drama,
But However It Is Too Many To Write It Out..♥